Sometimes when I close my eyes, I still see her silhouette in the moonlight. I see the curve of her hip as she lay with her back to me in that outfit that was definitely designed with temptation in mind. It is a great memory, but one that evokes many questions in my mind.
We were friends, but I am not sure any man could resist those form fitting panties and that small top. Why would she wear this outfit to my bed? Couldn’t she throw on an oversize t-shirt so that I couldn’t see the perfect curve of her body. So that I couldn't see how the moonlight made her skin glow. So that I wouldn't feel like reaching out and grabbing her. Was this some kind of cosmic test? Or simply her way to test our friendship? Or does she truly not realize the affect she can have on a man? Well, nothing happened. But to be honest, I am not sure if I passed or failed the test.
I think about that night when the moon shines just right into my room. I wonder if I had acted, what would have happened. Would our relationship be different today? Would we still be friends? Would we be more than friends? Maybe this is all part of my own personal cosmic test. I wonder how I am doing.
7 comments:
i could have sworn i wore a t-shirt...haha.
You should have grabbed her...you never know what could have happened but then again at least your still friends
In the end...its all a matter of chance...or you could be of the faith that everything happens for a reason.
It would have ruined your friendship - thats what I think
but beautifully written
noojes
Darn it! Let me try this again...
I believe there is always risk in pursuing something, but most things worth having are obtained through risk; how happy can we be if we always play it safe? I know I can't and don't. Remember? If you never play the lottery, you will never win.
I have this quote on a magnet on my fridge: "Without deviation from the norm, progress is not possible." Frank Zappa
If you are content with "the norm", then do not deviate; if you seek progress, then be a deviant...or something like that. ;) It's never too late.
Plus, there is something to be said for being friends with your lover; but being lovers with all your friends could cause a few problems.
If she wore that to bed, that was definitely your cue...
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